TOSSING AND TURNING
I had a tough time sleeping last night because I felt cold and I kept thinking about Stephanie. I wanted to get up at 9am, but I just couldn't. I kept pressing the snooze button until 10:30am. I finally got up and started working on the computer. I wanted to get a lot of media files off the Dell and onto some CDs to save space. It seems like the PC is slowing down a little and I suspect it has to do with all the files I've been downloading from Limewire.
After lunch, I was so sleepy, I couldn't resist a nap. So I took one and just kept napping until about 6pm. What's wrong with me? I think I am feeling a little bummed out. I know Stephanie's decision doesn't have much to do with me and how I am, but I can't help but wonder a little. I shouldn't take it personally, but still, I can't help it. I guess I need a little more practice not taking relationship failures personally. At the same time, I don't know if this really counts as a relationship failure. As my cousin Rachelle explained, we had more of a companionship.
Even though I didn't feel like running after the nap, I forced myself to head out and do it. It was a lot tougher than I expected. I thought tennis last Saturday would have made it easier, but it didn't. My heart felt heavy but it might be because I had too many layers of clothing on and was overheating.
My brother Paul called me on his way home and I returned his call. We just chatted a little, mostly about nothing, but I enjoyed it. I hope we will continue to call and chat, though I don't have a lot to talk to him about. I think I will try opening up a little more with him.
Moms came home and complained about having pain in her upper back. She probably slept wrong. She took some Aleve and that seemed to help.
The rest of the evening, I burned as many CDs as I could, but it is taking a lot longer than I expected. I will need to continue tomorrow morning.
I had a tough time sleeping last night because I felt cold and I kept thinking about Stephanie. I wanted to get up at 9am, but I just couldn't. I kept pressing the snooze button until 10:30am. I finally got up and started working on the computer. I wanted to get a lot of media files off the Dell and onto some CDs to save space. It seems like the PC is slowing down a little and I suspect it has to do with all the files I've been downloading from Limewire.
After lunch, I was so sleepy, I couldn't resist a nap. So I took one and just kept napping until about 6pm. What's wrong with me? I think I am feeling a little bummed out. I know Stephanie's decision doesn't have much to do with me and how I am, but I can't help but wonder a little. I shouldn't take it personally, but still, I can't help it. I guess I need a little more practice not taking relationship failures personally. At the same time, I don't know if this really counts as a relationship failure. As my cousin Rachelle explained, we had more of a companionship.
Even though I didn't feel like running after the nap, I forced myself to head out and do it. It was a lot tougher than I expected. I thought tennis last Saturday would have made it easier, but it didn't. My heart felt heavy but it might be because I had too many layers of clothing on and was overheating.
My brother Paul called me on his way home and I returned his call. We just chatted a little, mostly about nothing, but I enjoyed it. I hope we will continue to call and chat, though I don't have a lot to talk to him about. I think I will try opening up a little more with him.
Moms came home and complained about having pain in her upper back. She probably slept wrong. She took some Aleve and that seemed to help.
The rest of the evening, I burned as many CDs as I could, but it is taking a lot longer than I expected. I will need to continue tomorrow morning.
posted by Tito Eddy at 11:00 PM
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